Candle in the Window
Morning discovered Peter Cartwright at the window of his room in St. Benedict’s House, staring back across the water at Levenport Esplanade’s bleary late autumn awakening. Tenuous rays of sun washed the hills above the town a limpid glow, while familiar landmarks on the waterfront, the Causeway Café and the Lord Crowley Inn, still languished in grey pre-dawn anonymity. His eyes had struggled to focus for a minute or two, as the indistinct outline of one window on the first floor of the Inn fuelled his curiosity. Was there the faintest reflexion from behind the glass; a glow that at once seemed dim and warm – a candle, perhaps??
He needed no extra diversions of this kind: his mind was full enough, what with his worry for his parents, who in his mind’s eye languished in a cell awaiting MI5 interrogation, Lesley, his girlfriend, and a vividly curious dream of a child found abandoned in a box, afloat on the lake at Crowley House. Melanie would have divined the meaning of the dream, had she been close by. That was her part of the ‘gift’ that held them both in its grasp – unravelling the nonsense of his visions, finding the simple message at their heart. In his dream Melanie HAD been there, holding the spyglass in the trees across the lake, she had seen all that he saw. She would know, and if he could only open his mind he was sure she would tell him what it all meant. Could the foundling answer the mystery of that unmarked coffin in the Crowley family crypt; a coffin that contained only rocks? Melanie would know. Last night the communication between them had been as clear as if she had been standing at his side, yet today she was silent. It was early morning, still. He told himself the only barrier between them was sleep.
With the encroaching sun the far-off candle-glow in the Inn window faded to nothing. Whose hand had held it? Was there a message there for him? As the profile of the old Inn became more distinct, Peter dug into his mental archives. Although in its current manifestation it was styled ‘The Lord Crowley’ the building’s history predated His Lordship by a few centuries; back, in fact, to Carolingian days when it was known fashionably as ‘Roper’s Hotel’. Lord Crowley himself had stayed there while St. Benedict’s House was being built which, Peter supposed, inspired the Inn’s eventual change of name, although it was still ‘Roper’s’ until after the Crimean War. So was the bearer of that extinguished light the same lady who, in this very room the previous night, he had hear cry out the name of ‘Arthur’ in such despair? There were more questions than answers, Peter decided, but at least some sort of cohesion was beginning to emerge. He had expected no less: the rock. The Truth Stone which Simeon believed held all of the answers may have seemed to be inert, but it lay waiting for him, right beneath his feet.
When had he slept again? When had he returned to bed; or had he only witnessed the flickering candle in another dream? The hand shaking his shoulder was Estelle’s. She was wearing the same, gentle, self-conscious smile.
“Hey, Peter? ‘Morning, hon. “I brought you tea. Come down and join us when you’re ready, huh? No rush.”
Vincent and Estelle were waiting in the room where Peter had first met Alice the spider-woman, news of whose subsequent brutal fate Howard had broken. For Peter it made breakfast a sombre affair.
“Back again, then mate?” Vincent’s greeting had real warmth. His left hand was bandaged.
“He just about got himself struck by lightning last night.” Estelle explained.
Vincent grinned: “Took a Stratocaster up on the roof. Silly bugger, aren’t I?”
A big television screen on the far wall unobtrusively fed the room with a background of incessant ‘news’. In Crowley’s time, Peter had to remind himself, the opiate of the people had been gin.
For a while they ate together in silence: then Vince said: “Have a look at this, Peter.”
He turned up the volume. The screen showed a vast stadium in the United States jammed to the doors with cheering people.
“It’s the Republican Convention,” Estelle said. “See if you can see a familiar face or two, huh?”
The actor dominating the stage at that moment was certainly familiar. He was introducing a Presidential candidate, in an acclamation which, without newsroom cutting, would have lasted ten minutes. At its close a band struck up enthusiastically, the crowd surged forward, cheering rose to an organised crescendo. JD, as Senator Goodridge liked to be known, emerged from a throng of distinguished well-wishers, pumping hands, exchanging greetings, smiling and waving his way along an expertly choreographed path to the microphones.
“Recognise him, Peter?” Vincent asked.
“I know who he is.” Peter acknowledged. “He’s the bloke the bullet missed.”
“And our bastion of freedom for the next eight years.” Estelle commented, with just a hint at irony.
“There’s a Democratic candidate though, isn’t there?” Peter asked.
“Sure. Senator Wilmott, the man from Illinois. A real turned-on guy. If he doesn’t trip over something before November fourth, he might just have an outside chance.” Estelle shook her head. “The man makes massive mistakes and the media know it. If he don’t make one by himself they’ll trap him some way. And they’re right, of course. Wilmott shouldn’t be President.”
“Should Goodridge?” Peter asked.
The news programme had meandered away from American politics to a local news item about a stolen hearse, which had been recovered, complete with coffin, from a service area on the motorway north of Levenport. Vince turned the television down. “Prob’ly not, Pete.”
“Better or worse, Goodridge’s kind of a big change of direction in US foreign policy.” Estelle said. “He heads a gang of politicos, most of who seem to be either driven by extreme self-interest or religious fervour. When that guy gets the reins, he’s going to shift American power eastward. JD’s Crusade, they’re calling it, but that’s boloney. He’s after the rich oil states of the Gulf: of course he is – he owns half of GAM Oil.
“Khubar’s the obvious first move – the old King is seriously ill, mostly only a figurehead. El Saada, his eldest son, well, he is just so not the son of his father. Very pro-American, lots of US connections, very ready to open the door to a big US deal. The king is almost certain to die in the next year, and when he does….”
“When he does, Goodridge will move in on El Saada.” Vince took up the thread. “He has to, mate, ‘cause if he doesn’t, El Saada’s own brother will, within the year. Prince Shumal is twice the leader Saada could be, and his politics are the exact opposite of his brother. It was Shumal’s operative who missed J.D. in London – he hates America and everything she stands for. Goodridge’s implacable enemy.”
Peter was listening carefully, trying to absorb the substance of the argument: “Are you saying maybe saving Senator Goodridge wasn’t such a good thing after all?”
Vince shook his head. “I wish I knew.”
“Simeon would know,” Peter thought.
Estelle laughed. “Simon? You only met that goddam human jelly once, and already you’re a Believer? What’s that creature got the rest of the world doesn’t know about?”
Vincent was less scathing. Peter could see he had posed a question that was troubling him. “Simon? Let’s leave out the Biblical references and call him that.”
“Mabe we shouldn’t?” Peter interrupted. His father had not entirely failed in instilling some religious knowledge into his pre-college years. Sometimes there was special significance to be found in a name.
Vincent caught his look; “Right! Sure, man. See, the thing about Simeon and his cabal is their ineffable bloody rightness. They – you, I suppose – know exactly which side to pick.”
“Or think they do,” Estelle chipped in, with a hint of warning in her voice. “And there’s nothing Biblical about that jelloid. He’s just plain obscene!”
“Or think they do,” Vince repeated. “The rest of us poor eejits stumble along in the dark.”
“If it’s any consolation,” Peter said miserably. “It all seems as much a mystery to me as it does to you.”
Estelle began gathering the breakfast things: “The way I heard it tell,” she said, “You’re supposed to have the gift of sight. A lot of lives are gonna hinge on our hope that you do.”
“You think Goodridge is about to start a war?” Peter wanted to respond in more depth, yet there seemed no point in attempting to explain: the sounds and pictures in his head, the voices, had nothing to do with Middle Eastern politics or the US Republican Convention; they had to do with the ancient Lord Crowley, and a deeply religious farmer of his time who raised a foundling child.
“Here’s the thing, Pete:” It was Vince’s voice, in there with the others. “Shumal knows the score. Assassinate JD on the eve of his Presidency he’ll get his war anyway, whether he wants it or not. But if he doesn’t and El Saada becomes King, Goodridge gets control of his country, and he’ll never get him out. Shumal will make a move. We have to find out what, how and when, and try to stop it happening. Only this time we don’t have anyone on the ‘inside’, no idea what he is going to try, how or when. We just don’t have a clue. We needed your help before, but the stakes are a lot higher now. You’re the front line, if you see what I mean?”
Peter nodded dumbly.
“And that;” Said Vincent in a way that demanded Peter’s undivided attention; “Is why I’m back here and not cowering in the frozen North.”
“Now see, this is Simon’s idea.” Estelle chipped in, and, again with her unique gift of irony: “It always is. Suppose we could set up a meeting of all the principals? Here, on the rock? If Goodridge and the old King got a chance to tie things up with a quiet agreement, before Saada becomes ruler or the Presidency gets in the way? A nice, peaceful, under the table solution! Seems to be that the rock is in the middle of all this, though what a lump of granite on the south coast of chilly old UK has to do with a Middle Eastern implosion I don’t know, but it’s for sure the reason Simon and his old ‘stone librarians’ are interested. Bring ‘em to the rock! Draw the vermin out into the open.”
Vincent said: “It’s a pie in the sky idea, Pete. But for some reason Simeon – Simon – whatever you call him thinks it’ll work. I’m to try to convene a meeting between Goodridge and the King of Khubar, with their advisors, right here in St. Benedict’s House. Simeon thinks we need to bring matters to a head, and, if we can, do it on our terms. That’s the best way. He’s solidly behind it, I think he’s mad.”
“He’s not mad,” Peter said grimly, “He’s right. Khubar ‘ll come.”
“Why? I don’t get it!”
“Because if Saada has Melanie, and I’m almost sure he does, Saada already knows about the Truth Stone – why else would he want her? . And he’ll work it out – if I’m here, if this is where I made the first connection to Godrfidge’s assassination attempt, he’ll put two and two together and he’ll come, and Goodridge will follow where he leads, full security and sackloads of guns on both sides. You could even involve the dear old Rock in a full-scale war! But if you think you can control the agenda – if you think power-broking will be the reason El Saada, particularly, comes – you’ll be wrong, Vince. A deal with Goodridge is neither one way or the other to him; that isn’t what he wants.”
“Worth a go!” Vince said cheerfully. Then, after a pause, “Alright mate, what d’you think he wants?”
“He wants access to the warm rock – The Truth Stone. But I thought the authorities were after you for aiding my ‘escape’? How are you going to organise something like that with the police chasing you?”
Vince tapped the side of his nose. “Haven’t called yet, have they? Not battering the door down. I’ve got friends, mate. Guys a couple of steps up the ladder: oh, not the sort you call in favours from, but friends nonetheless. There’s one hell of an attraction to brokering a meeting like that, even if it’s low key: getting a percentage, yeah? And this guy’s a specialist. I reckon I can do it. No-one’s going to pull me if I’m working on a nice big earner for the State, especially with him. One problem, though.”
He sat on the edge of the breakfast table, rubbing his chin with those long, artistic fingers of his. “The old geyser, His Majesty. Will he be too ill to travel? And if we’re going for the kind of agreement that gets these guys interested, Saada won’t do as a substitute. (unless they crown him first, of course).”
“Well then nothing can be done.”
“No?” Vincent engaged Peter with one of his deeper looks: “I sort of maybe think there can….
“In the meantime,” he went on; “We have to keep you out of the hands of the spooks for a while. We reckon here, mate – we’ll have to shift you up the back and out the way, but this place’s big enough to hide anyone. Like I said, they won’t break the door down, but they might try something by a back way, if you see what I mean. Do you mind stayin’ with us for a while?”
“Mind?” Peter could not resist a weary smile. “No, I think I’ll manage”
It was late afternoon. Peter was ensconced in a small suite beneath the Great House’s western tower, on the third floor and overlooking the sea. Vincent had left for some meeting or other, Estelle was busy in the kitchen, and he was already feeling trapped. Having at last forfeited any pretence at independence: Peter’s fate now lay, he knew, in the hands of others and he must wait to see what that meant. He had made his choice.
He stared from the window, his gaze elevated to a vast, unclouded sky of the softest blue. Up there, birds flocked in undistinguishable thousands, up there was freedom; limitless, untrammelled liberty from the weight he bore. Scything across the void, a tiny, pencil-thin sliver of an aircraft, thousands of feet overhead, glowed rose pink in the sunlight.
Peter’s eyes were drawn to it, and as he watched he felt his head suddenly clear. A picture, a scene, a succession of images entered his brain. There was no doubting what he saw. There was no disputing the answers it provided. The need to share them gathered in tiny shimmers in a deep dark corner of his mind. They grew there, feeding from each other, spinning together, forming threads. First they were just a few, a few coincidences of space and time; but soon they became thousands, then tens of thousands. Had he more experience, he would have recognised the warp that was forming; he might have tidied it, given it shape, allowed the weft that he knew he held to bind it together. He did not. Instead, he gave way to his need to share, not to be alone with this immensity anymore. So he wrapped the unwoven turmoil up within his head then propelled it like a ball into the ether. Only as the burden left him did he fully understand its size, the fearful power he had emitted, so that at once he tried to regain it, draw it back to him, but it was too late. The rock beneath his feet , the Truth Stone that he had come to read, had found him. Peter sank back onto his bed, exhausted and full of dread for what he had done.
Melanie sat couched in luxurious calf-skin leather. She raised her wineglass to her lips, aware that Marak, who sat facing her, was speaking, but not really hearing him. Melanie had not tasted many wines as rich as this, her second that afternoon, so she felt a little fuzzy, and the background drone of the aircraft’s engines were mesmeric when blended with good wine. She found fascination in the movement of the Arab’s mouth as he spoke, one moment wide and thin, the next pouting and sensual: his voice was intense with emotion as he expounded the true questions as he saw them; western capitalist evil, the infection of materialism, the rape of his Moslem world. His stare was stern and keen, a-glint with profundity, but the wisdom of The Toa seemed forgotten; a new, more insidious philosophy stood in its place.
‘Why me?’ Her inner thoughts persisted. ‘Why am I here with this magnificent man?” And: ‘Does he really believe I can do anything without Peter beside me?’
“Why do you look at me that way?” She surprised herself with the boldness of her question, but his diatribe had become unpleasant to her, and she had to break into it. She had already acknowledged that Marak was something other than he pretended.
At her question, Marak ceased speaking and broke into a smile. “I am boring you. I can be – how would you express it? – overpowering.” He leant forward, elbows resting upon the table which separated their seats. “Do I look at you in a ‘way’? In what ‘’way’?”
“Sort of – sadly; a little cynically, perhaps.”
“Ah. And you really want to know the answer to this?”
Marak drew her gaze, reaching forward to lift her chin with the fingers of his right hand. He said: “Because you are beautiful, Melanie Fenton. And because your eyes recall someone I once loved.”
Her heart beat wildly. She drew back, foraged for her self-possession among the ruins he had just made. Quick to interpret her discomfiture, Marak rose from his seat.
“I shall leave you for a while. Look down, if it pleases you; I have instructed the pilot to follow a certain course. Try to rest.”
Melanie looked through her window to a sun-jewelled sea far below, a shoreline at the sight of which her heart filled, because she knew it was Levenport – there, the town, and somewhere there, too small for the naked eye, her home; her mum, all she remembered and loved. There, too, the rock of Old Ben with St. Benedict’s House at its summit, surprisingly meek and small from her lofty perch. For some reason there was a light there she felt she must focus on, one tiny dot, one window among the hundreds. And as she complied; as she did that, her mind exploded.
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